God always use wonderful ways to touch my heart ... and always reminds me that He is right there with me all the time ... no matter what circumstances and no matter what happens ... this morning I had a extremely wonderful worship ... God touched me through those songs we sing ... I remember the last time I was so moved during a worship was last year's thanksgiving camp ... my tears were just running down non-stop ... this morning was no different ... this morning is the first time that I cry when I play ... usually I would concentrate on all the songs and all the chords and all the transitions ... but this morning God touched me with the lyrics and the atmosphere ... my tears were just running down like crazy ... but at the same time I still have to try my best to play every single note right ... the tears just covered my eyes and I just couldn't see what's on the paper ... but I am really thankful ... because God picked my up once again ... encourage me again ... God told me that all the pressure that I have ... He will share the burden with me ... those tears are not because I was sad ... but I actually experienced God ... really hope I will have more of those worship again ... but better not while I have to play ...

Watched The Dark Knight twice ... it was really great ... I couldn't totally understand what its all about after I watched the first time ... but after the second time ... and my personal commentary (thanks Jordan) ... I understand 90% of the story and I found its way better after I understand more about it ... Joker really leads the whole movie ... all the lines ... all the actions ... really great ... too bad that can't see him play other roles again ... but I am sure that Joker will be always be remembered ...

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